Many of you must be agreeing with the statement: 'A Friend In Need Is A Friend Indeed.' or 'Friends stick to the end no matter what.' or 'A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same.' and many more like that. But the bitter truth is that 'A friend to all is a friend to none. ' This maybe so-not famous line was quoted by Aristotle. Now after reading this many of you will question on it, disagree to what I said, get mad at me and maybe more. And I totally agree with your skepticism. But it is, like I said before, the bitter truth. My experience didn't prove this any better but accurately. Like everyone even I have a very awesome group with very awesome friends.
Everything among us was going fine. It was for me at least. Then suddenly this harsh sunny day took place........Today.......!
Today........The sun rose, I woke up, thought of how this day will be. And obviously like everybody else, I had many things to share with my buddies. After all, It was my birthday day before yesterday. Fortunately (or maybe unfortunately) one of my buddies' birthday falls on the same day as mine. This girl, unlike me, hangs around with every being in the school. Unlike me, she run errands at school. And unlike me, she always has some problem with me. I'm never able to make out why is she so allergic of me. That why I feel as if she is jealous of me. So this very day........Today....... I was excited for school, for my last exam and to tell everyone what happened on my birthday.
I entered the school I thought it was a breeze coming my way. I took a closer look, I realized it's a storm. It was for me at least. My friend was inviting everyone for her birthday treat. I waited patiently, there was an invitation coming my way as well. But the road to me just diverged somewhere in the middle. It went to everyone but not to me. Then I came to know that my friends go back home together everyday and they don't even care to ask me.
A second of gasp, a minute of shock and hours of grief. I realized I'm slowly and subsequently getting kicked out of my own friend circle. I was a friend left alone.
I thought over it a while. I thought how does it make a difference when I'm always alone?
Yes.......
It did make a difference. I always stayed alone in the class, the corridors, the parks. But I always knew I have friends which make my life even more beautiful. Staying alone was my hobby and gradually became a habit. I stayed alone because I wished so. But actually, I was the one intentionally left alone all along. But now........... This loneliness will kill me at every breathe. Because I won't be having a friend to whom I can run to from time to time if I feel low. Yes, they are still there but they are not. They are present in the ambiance, not in my heart. Or maybe I'm not in there heart.
So here I'm.....
Dj Symphony.....
A friend to all. A friend to none.
Today........The sun rose, I woke up, thought of how this day will be. And obviously like everybody else, I had many things to share with my buddies. After all, It was my birthday day before yesterday. Fortunately (or maybe unfortunately) one of my buddies' birthday falls on the same day as mine. This girl, unlike me, hangs around with every being in the school. Unlike me, she run errands at school. And unlike me, she always has some problem with me. I'm never able to make out why is she so allergic of me. That why I feel as if she is jealous of me. So this very day........Today....... I was excited for school, for my last exam and to tell everyone what happened on my birthday.
I entered the school I thought it was a breeze coming my way. I took a closer look, I realized it's a storm. It was for me at least. My friend was inviting everyone for her birthday treat. I waited patiently, there was an invitation coming my way as well. But the road to me just diverged somewhere in the middle. It went to everyone but not to me. Then I came to know that my friends go back home together everyday and they don't even care to ask me.
A second of gasp, a minute of shock and hours of grief. I realized I'm slowly and subsequently getting kicked out of my own friend circle. I was a friend left alone.
It did make a difference. I always stayed alone in the class, the corridors, the parks. But I always knew I have friends which make my life even more beautiful. Staying alone was my hobby and gradually became a habit. I stayed alone because I wished so. But actually, I was the one intentionally left alone all along. But now........... This loneliness will kill me at every breathe. Because I won't be having a friend to whom I can run to from time to time if I feel low. Yes, they are still there but they are not. They are present in the ambiance, not in my heart. Or maybe I'm not in there heart.
So here I'm.....
Dj Symphony.....
A friend to all. A friend to none.
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